Thursday, January 16, 2014

Being an Adjunct Online


Four years ago, I began the switch from teaching seated courses to teaching distance learning (online) courses. My reasons for doing so were directly related to a health issue that kept me at home. When my health improved, I returned to the classroom, but in addition, continued teaching online, as it was convenient for me - a single mother. Moreover, as gas prices rose, that 25 minute commute began to hurt my wallet, which was pretty thin already. Now, after moving to Michigan, some 200 miles away from campus, I teach, exclusively, online. I’d love to be in a classroom again, but, I’ve not found a teaching job in this area (see prior blog article for more on that).

I teach both College Composition One and College Composition Two, each semester. Recently, I was told that I spend way too much time online - a fact that one of my relatives had determined was unhealthy for me. That same person also informed me that I should spend only about an hour, at the most, teaching each day. Initially, I dismissed that conversation, because the person who said it clearly doesn't understand what goes into teaching an online course effectively. Now, two weeks after that conversation, I am perturbed. I'm not just irritated by the fact that what I do is misunderstood so much as I am disgruntled by the fact that what I do is not respected.

I understand that it can be difficult to respect the unknown, so I’ll try my best to describe what I do. At my college, there are varying semester lengths. The traditional semester runs 16 weeks. There is also a shortened semester, which runs 12 weeks, and an even shorter semester that runs either the first eight weeks of the semester, or the last eight weeks of the semester. In the summer, there is a ten-week course, as well.
Because I am willing to teach as many courses as I’m given, I often get thrown into those varying semester lengths. Last spring, I taught five courses (I am now limited to four courses, which keeps me at part-time, and which stems from recent national healthcare changes). Two of those courses were Comp Ones, and three were Comp Twos. One of the Comp Ones was a first half 8-week course. The second Comp One was a 12-week course. The first Comp Two course was a 16-week course, while the other two were a 12-week and a second half of the semester 8-week course. Although the curriculum follows state and college guidelines, each course must be tweaked in order to fit the regulated scheduling. This means that I must change each syllabus to fit the time frame of each course. This also means that although I’m teaching two courses, I still have five preparations.

It takes me about an hour to adjust each standard syllabus to fit its course. I am one of those professors who gives students a detailed calendar, that highlights not just the course description and how grades are determined, but, also, when each assignment is due, and when students should read each chapter of their textbook. Some might say that I’m a glutton for punishment, since I spend hours getting the syllabi ready each semester, but I like to think that I’m avoiding future problems by doing so. Still, all of that work must be completed by the start of the semester, so it doesn’t figure into how much time I really spend working on a day-to-day basis. Nor does the uploading of the various files, the changes made in our classroom management system, or the technical issues which arise before each semester.

A good portion of each semester day is spent responding to student questions and problems. Since the only source of communication students have with me, aside from lectures, is the messaging service provided by Canvas, the learning management system we use, it is important that I respond quickly. In order to respond that way, I must be able to check in on Canvas several times each day. I know there are professors who only respond to student queries once a day, and who feel that is adequate, and perhaps it is? I don’t want to be that type of instructor. In fact, I feel badly if I don’t get to their messages within an hour or so. I want students to count on my reachability. I want them to trust my availability, so I’m at the computer, a lot.
With each new batch of students comes a new batch of lectures, which meet their needs. I have a folder of lectures on my hard drive, which I revise each semester. I also add new lectures to meet these requirements because as state (and now, national) K-12 curriculum is modified, students need more help. The goal in most high schools used to be to teach students how to write proper essays, but, I find that most students don’t know the first thing about citing sources, using commas or even referencing an author (it is not uncommon to find several students referring to the Paradise Lost author as John, as opposed to Milton).

When I first began teaching, 14 years ago, my goals included introducing students to argument-based writing, using outlines and having them write in third person, active voice. Now, students struggle to develop topics. Each year, I find less imagination and more desperation. I can’t blame them, entirely, though. For 12 years, they were told what to read and exactly what their topics would be. Often, they were also given a thesis statement that could be proven by going to a list of websites provided by their teachers. They simply had to write about those topics. It didn’t matter if it was in first person, second person or third. What mattered was that students wrote X number of pages in an academic year. It’s no wonder they can’t think for themselves.
It’s my goal to teach them how to think. Sure, they need to be able to think critically, and that is a key component in both comp classes, but, I do much more to help them get there. I spend a great deal of time combing through current events, not just to educate myself, but to somewhat force students to become concerned about the world around them. Each week, we have at least one discussion group question, and each student must read the specified article, then offer a response of two to three paragraphs. They cannot read what others have written until they post their paragraphs, so it truly forces them to think independently. They also debate these topics by responding to each other’s paragraphs. All of this work is graded and goes toward each student’s participation grade.

I can’t do that if I’m online for one hour per day and am teaching four courses. That’s only 15 minutes per class each day!

Technically, if I’m teaching four three-hour courses, I should be working for 12 hours per week. The powers that be understand that it takes more than 12 hours to teach a course, but, for argument’s sake, I’m paid for 12 hours a week. As far as teaching is concerned, that number is anything but accurate. Grading discussion group questions, alone, takes about an hour each week, per class. Quizzes and essays take much longer to grade. It takes me about 20-30 minutes to grade each essay. The maximum number of students I teach per course is 20. That’s ten hours of grading. Composition One has four essay assignments per semester. Comp Two has three. So, for each Comp One course, I’m spending 40 hours each semester grading essays and for each Comp Two, 30. And those are just for the first drafts! Students are encouraged (and do) revise each essay. That makes 80 hours a semester, per class. But, that doesn’t take into account the rough drafts I read and critique before due dates. Nor does it figure in the time spent responding to students, or writing lectures, or evaluating weekly readings, or…

Yeah. One hour a day just doesn’t cut it. 

Monday, December 30, 2013

Ugh - The Job Hunt

For the past two months, I've been scouring the job boards, classified ads and company websites, seeking positions throughout the Kalamazoo area. Initially, I applied only for academic jobs, because a full-time, tenure track position is my goal. Then, reality struck and I realized that I needed to find a full-time job, period. So, I began applying for everything from administrative assistant positions to director positions and everything in-between.

After a few weeks of nothing, I opened myself up to the wonderful and exciting world of temporary, holiday employment. I had one interview. It was for a sales associate position with Macy's, and I was excited, because I love Macy's! The interview went well. The interviewer said she was impressed with my knowledge and skills. I knew I'd nailed it! I couldn't wait to dig out all of my black dress clothes for my first day of work there. All I had to do was wait for the email that would tell me when I should show up for work. It only took four days for them to get back to me, but they didn't have a position available that was "equivalent" to my "job expertise." They lauded my strong work experience and credentials, then sent me on my way. It was crushing.

I also registered to become a substitute teacher. The process was time-consuming, and by the time I had been approved to be a sub, the Christmas break had begun. Sigh.

The job hunt continued, well into the Christmas season, and, now, outside of it. Most of the positions for which I'm now applying are well outside of my comfort zone, probably because I know that I'm only remotely qualified for them. Take, for instance, the Director of Community Partnerships position I'm applying for today. I'm well-qualified for several of the requirements. I have great interpersonal communication skills. I can write press releases which are generally published without editing, and I discuss various fundraising techniques with priests, bishops and any person of power (religious or otherwise), I'm able to work with all kinds of people (whatever that means), and I have a fantastic ability to fund-raise, because, after all, I attended a parochial school for nine years that enabled me to grow, four to five times each academic year, in that capacity.

What I don't have is experience in cultivating prospective collaborators and donors. That happens to be the key component of this particular position, so, I'm leery of even applying for the position. In order to cultivate prospective collaborators and donors, I should probably know more than six people in the area. (I've only lived here for six months.) And, I should probably have more dressy clothes than casual. I know that this element that will keep them from furthering my application to the interviewing process. Still, I'm going to submit it, because, who knows? Maybe they can look past that?

I wrote three cover letters last night. Two of the cover letters were for administrative assistant jobs, and I wondered, as I began writing them, if I should adjust my resume so as not to sound over-qualified. It's a moral dilemma, because I don't want to lie. I posited the question on Facebook. A few people told me to lie. A few people told me to be honest. It was a draw. The best route (which a few had mentioned, too) is to just sell myself as best as I can. So, asking the question on Facebook now seems irrelevant, but for a moment, it made me feel better. I moved on.

The Sunday classifieds were posted, so I scoured them between writing cover letters. I avoided all of the RN, LPN, CNC Operator, Machinist, IT, CPA, CSW, CENA and other license-seeking positions, because I'm not qualified to do any of them.

"What about factory work? You're not too good to do that!" some have said. Sure, I have a BA in Communication and an MA in English and Literature, but I'll jump into factory work if I need to do that. There were three positions listed, through a temp agency, but, they were for $8 an hour, and required me to work two weeks of 3rd shift, then two weeks of 2nd shift then two weeks of 1st shift, then back to 3rd... and make that rotation for the duration of the position. No wonder they're looking for help! That just might be the biggest step toward insanity I've seen yet, and for $8 an hour? After I pay a sitter, there will barely be enough money left to pay rent. I skipped it.

I also passed on the full-time sorority house director position, because I'd have to live in the sorority house, and it didn't allow for pets. The ad made no mention of children, but I can't imagine raising a child in a sorority house.

So, my job search continues. I'm glad that I haven't lost all hope (though you may have noticed I've become more cynical than normal). I can't live like this forever, and, if I stop applying for jobs, well, I don't even want to think about the alternative. So, let's just say, again, the job search continues.

By the way, if you know of anything...

Tuesday, November 08, 2011

New Work Published!

I know I've been lax in posting to this blog. I've been avoiding writing anything for the past two years.

It all started when I began to get sick in late 2009 and early 2010. Odd things were happening to me, and I insisted that something was wrong. I kept telling my doctor, who would randomly agree to put me through tests. Turns out, I had Stage One Renal Cell Carcinoma.

All of a sudden, everything about me was different. Sadly, my communication plummeted, and I found myself not only failing to blog, but, failing to write or speak about anything.

It's been two years since the symptoms that led to this scare began, and, I'm now ready to move on with my life.

One of the ways in which I am doing this is by writing more poetry and more autobiographical work. Through the Yahoo! Contributor Network, I have posted two new pieces. One is a poem and the other is a short story about one of the best Christmases I've ever experienced.

The link to the poem is here: http://www.associatedcontent.com/article/9113893/too_much_too_soon_to_go_insane.html?cat=47

The link to the story is here: http://www.associatedcontent.com/article/9117819/the_spirit_of_christmas.html?cat=43

Please, feel free to comment on each of these at the Yahoo! site. I am paid for these, but only if people actually go to the site to read them. Comments help the Yahoo! team to see that I am a valuable addition to their group.

Friday, October 16, 2009

Favorite Stamping Blogs

Several of my friends from Snagging Stampers have been blogging and sharing their artwork with the world. I laud them, as I'm very sporadic with my own blogging. It's a shame, too, because I always have something to say!!! LOL

Anyway, I wanted to share the link to one of them today.

This is Shelly's blog and it's very cool!

http://inkyhugz.blogspot.com/

Please stop over and have a look at her wonderful ideas!!

Monday, February 02, 2009

Searching



Wednesday, November 05, 2008

Love is Masochism

From a woman's perspective... This sounds vaguely familiar. I talked about this earlier in the semester, with regard to my situation, and why I am a 40-year-old woman with no desire to be in a relationship.

For me, the inherent problem with love is that it involves a complete release of emotions that I'm not capable of releasing. It's not that I'm not willing, rather, I truly believe I'm not able to express them. That makes me cold to most people.

***As a parent, I am completely in love with my daughter, but, that is a unique love that only a parent could comprehend. It is nothing like the love between two adults who are sexually, emotionally, physically, whatever.***

For a very long time, I've realized that I harbor a coldness about myself when it comes to relationships with men. What is terrifying about this, is that I am an incredible actress. There are very few people who really know me, and only one man who does... did. I can act like I care... I can act like I'm giddy or silly or stupid, as Mike put it, but, that's not love. It's acting. Often, I find myself acting one way around one person, and completely different around another person. Neither know me, really. I just don't allow them to get that close to me.

As I do with my family, I build that proverbial wall around my heart and disallow anyone to penetrate it. I act as if I care, but, in all actuality, I don't. Sometimes, I act so well that I almost fool myself into believing that I could be falling in love, but, when all is said and done, and I'm able to walk away, unscathed, I didn't.

I get over relationships quickly, and never look back. I don't spend weeks, months, years, whining about them, or crying about them. I don't understand how people can do that to themselves. Love is masochism. I've yet to experience anything related to love that isn't masochism.

It's a bewildering topic, Mike. Thanks for presenting it to your fanbase.

Monday, October 13, 2008

Wednesday, August 06, 2008

New Poetry

The conception of a joke

Secrets scorched
Further than exposure,
Wedged in a web
Of burnt deceit.
Fantasize about me
But carry no ache.
Promises
Sink to
Another wound.

Monday, July 21, 2008

A New Dress for Anne




This was a quick project! I had purchased the material for this dress several months ago, but, had put off sewing the dress until this morning. After measuring Anne and finding ribbon to match it, it took me about an hour to make it.


I love it!


Anne loves it, too!


I'm not certain about the ribbon I selected for the straps. I want to add something behind it, like a thicker, wider ribbon, so that it doesn't cut into Anne's shoulders. What do you think?


The best thing about this dress is that I made it a little bigger than she needs it to be right now, so that she can wear it next summer, too.


Sunday, June 22, 2008

Gargoyle

Three foot
Monster
Also known
As
Gargillys
Or Gargles

Can be any
Colors

Evil
Things act
Up when
Near

By Joseph A. Missler
22 June 2008

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

LUSH of the Irish


No, this isn't a joke. This actually happened to me, Amy Kalvig, today.

Last week, I went to a few garage sales with my sister, in the hopes of finding summer clothes for my six (and a half) year-old daughter, Annie. At the last sale of the day, it appeared I had hit the jackpot.

There, on a clothesline rack, were several t-shirts that seemed to be just the right size for Annie. As I sorted through the various t-shirts I found Hershey's Chocolate, Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream, Reese's Peanut Butter Cups, Bazooka Bubble Gum, and, a St. Patrick's Day shirt, that was all green, with a tasteful shamrock and the words "Luck of the Irish" on the front. Annie was so proud to have the Irish shirt, as she's very proud of her Irish heritage. (Miss Annie O Keenan!)

I realized, as we checked out, that these shirts were really adult smalls, but, considering how teenagers wear their shirts extra tight these days, they fit Annie like a charm.

I paid for the items, brought them home, washed them and put them away.

This morning, as I was getting ready for school, Annie quickly dressed, putting on the St. Patty's Day shirt and a pair of jeans. "Cute," I thought as she headed out for my sister's car.

Some five hours later, after I'd picked up Annie, and brought her home, and as we were getting ready to play Webkins, I looked at her shirt and realized what it said.

Before I tell you what it said, bear in mind that Annie went with my sister and her family to an appointment at the county offices... and probably to the grocery store... who knows where all she was.

The shirt did NOT read "Luck of the Irish" as I had thought when I bought it, washed it, dried it, hung it up, then put it on Annie. No. It read:

"LUSH O' the Irish."

Yes, in fact, my six (and a half) year-old daughter wore THAT all day today.

My eyes grew large and Annie said, "What?"

"Your shirt. It doesn't say Luck, it says Lush."

"What's a lush?"

"Basically, an alcoholic," I said.

"Oh no!!! Oh no!!! I hate this shirt!!! Get it off me!!! Get it off me!!!"

Call me a bad mother, but, I couldn't help but to laugh and laugh when I realized the I made such a dumb and embarrassing mistake! Annie, however, didn't share my good spirit. She was livid. I wanted to call a friend and tell her what a dope I was, but Annie was furious and felt humiliated. I even told her that it was all my fault... as I'm the one who bought the darned thing... but Annie couldn't see it.

I told her she could put on another shirt, but, I had to get a photo of her in this one first.

Needless to say, she was super grumpy about it, but, finally relented and allowed me to photograph her in the now, infamous, Irish shirt.

Thursday, March 06, 2008

Sharing Ancestoral Art





On a recent trip to Chicago, I discovered that my Great-Grandmother Trudeau enjoyed altered/collage art! This thrilled me, as it's also my favorite genre of art.


I found not only a gorgeous planter and magazine rack she had altered, but, a bowl she had altered with cigar bands. When I realized it was an altered piece, I grabbed my camera and snapped a few pictures.


Later, when I'd arrived home, one of the members of my rubber stamp pass it forward group, Snagging Stampers (http://groups.yahoo.com/group/snaggingstampers/) offered a large collection of cigar bands. I had a primitive wooden bowl I'd recently purchased at an antiques auction, so, I figured I'd use that and copy my Great-Grandmother's project.


In the center of her bowl, my Great-Grandmother placed an image of a woman, presumably, from an advertisement or label. In order to give mine more of a personal touch, I used a photograph of my daughter. I had color copies made of the photo, then cut the image in a circle. I used a Kryon Gold Leafing pen to create a background.


I love my finished product, though, I've realized that when my labels dried on the bowl, they buckled a bit between the bowl and the labels. I'd soaked them, then Mod-Podged them onto the wooden bowl. I wonder if the bowl had been cleaned with an oil-based cleanser before I purchased it? Perhaps, I should have sanded it?


At any rate, I coated the entire bowl with Golden Gel Medium, which gave it a nice shine and protection from the elements.


Let me know what you think! Whose bowl do you prefer (as if you'd really tell me the truth!)? My bowl is on the bottom right, and features Annie in the center. Great-Grandmother's bowl is the top left. Her clay covered planter (which contains the coolest and neatest items imbedded on it) is also shown.


Friday, February 29, 2008

An unusual obsession



My dog, Lucky, has currently become obsessed with our aquarium. It's strange that we've had this aquarium for years, but she's just now noticing it.

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

Chrysocolla Necklace


I made this necklace over the past two days. It is made of Peruvian Chrysocolla beads and silver plated findings. I love the earthy look of the Chrysocolla beads and the way it ranges from earthy green to light blue in a single bead.


This necklace would retail for way more than I'm asking for it ($30) -- $75-$100. It's 25 inches long.


Let me know if interested!

Thursday, January 17, 2008

Jewelry made by me!



I made these necklaces for two friends... and I absolutely love them! The blue one is more simple, in style, howevever, the purple one is done by links, which is a bit more complicated than stringing beads.
The purple one would retail for $18, while the blue and black one would be $15.

Sunday, October 28, 2007

Trick-Or-Treat!!!





Annie dressed as a Cowgirl, and her friend, Alli, dressed as a vampire. The girls had great fun, and, Annie lasted twice as long as she ever has! I'm glad it's only a two-hour deal in Bellevue!

Oh... the last pic is of Troy and Missi -- the lovebirds!!

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

Amazing '70s Signage from

Wow... do I remember this... sigh... was it really 35 years ago???

The Electric Company season 5 opening titles

This is the best learning to read show EVER!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

A recent visit to Chicago




Dad, Annie and I went to Chicago to visit family and so that I could attend my 25th Eighth Grade Class Reunion from St. Francis of Rome School in Cicero. The trip was wonderful, and Annie made a "New Best Cousin Ever" in my cousin, Dave. Here are some photos from our trip!
Annie and Dave, Annie and Gramma, Aunty Barbie, Uncle Bill and Annie.

Unfortunately, the photos I took from the class reunion didn't turn out at all. I was disappointed, until I began receiving links to other classmates' pictures! Now, I can scrapbook the event!
Altogether, the trip was wonderful and I am so glad that I went!

Monday, October 08, 2007

The History of Columbus Day


Okay, this is really off topic, but, amusing to some degree. I suppose you have to know kindergartners, in order to understand the humor in this.

Each day, I ask Annie what she did at school today. Since today, she came outside wearing a Columbus hat, I figured it was a lesson, so I asked her about it.

The following is a transcript (pretty much, verbatim, too) of the conversation between Annie and me (I'm the Mom).

Enjoy -- and Chuck, don't be mad!! Annie's too young to know the whole truth about Columbus!!

Amy

Mom: What did you learn at school today?
Annie: Nothing, we just played, ate lunch, had two recesses and played.
Mom: Isn't today a special day?
Annie: No... Yeah
Mom: What is it?
Annie: Columbus Day.
Mom: What's so special about Columbus?
Annie: He sailed in a ship.
Mom: From where?
Annie: Spain.
Mom: And where did he go?
Annie: Spain.
Mom: Well, yes, he lived in Spain, and he boarded his ship in Spain, then, he traveled across??
Annie: Spain.
Mom: The ocean?
Annie: Oh, yeah.
Mom: And, where did he go?
Annie: Spain.
Mom: He went, by ship, from Spain, across the ocean, to Spain?
Annie: Yes.
Mom: Okay, well, what did he do when he arrived back in Spain?
Annie: He met some Indians.
Mom: What did he do to the Indians?
Annie: He liked them.
Mom: Oh, really? Was he mean to them?
Annie: No.
Mom: Are you sure?
Annie: Mom, he didn't kill them.
Mom: Okay, so, Columbus liked the Native Americans?
Annie: No, he liked the Indians.
Mom: Well, Indians are people from India, right? So, Native Americans are people from America.
Annie: No, they were Indians.
Mom: Okay, so Columbus liked the Indians.
Annie: Yes. And then they liked him, too, and so they cooked him dinner.
Mom: Oh, the Indians cooked Columbus dinner?
Annie: Yes. And then he got back on his ship.
Mom: And where did he go?
Annie: Back to the island.
Mom: What island?Annie: You know! Spain!
Mom: And, what did Columbus do when he was back at the Island of Spain?
Annie: Mom, he went to the park.
Mom: He went to a park?
Annie: Yes. He went to the park and played.
Mom: Okay. I didn't know that Columbus went to a park.
Annie: Well, it was an amusement park.
Mom: And, what did he do there?
Annie: I don't know... rode roller coasters?
Mom: Ohhhh... okay.
Annie: Can I go now?
Mom: Yes. Thanks for sharing your day with me.
Annie: You're welcome.