Today has totally sucked, for lack of a better way of saying it. I can't believe my relationship with Ed is over. I can't believe he cheated on me. I'm no Hilary Clinton, and I can't accept it. (Well, I'm no Hilary Clinton for many many reasons... including her strength, intelligence and perseverance.)
So, I'm thinking about having to enter into the whole dating arena again, and it really sickens me. I don't want to do that. I like my comfort zone way too much! What I'm really saying is that I will be single forever now.
Why? Because this experience was one bad experience too many for me. I don't think I can handle any more.
The weather outside is wickedly thunderous. I think I'll go to bed and know that "tomorrow is always fresh, with no mistakes in it." There's some good "Green Gables" for ya!
1 comment:
hang in there Amy - we all have days like this. I was in for 16 years and he decided he could have something better. I can smile now because it didn't last 1 month but the hurt is still there. I expected our friendship to last a lifetime.
smile
Lori
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